The Moon; A Man. The Disturbing Part 1

I had lost some things along the way. I ventured through areas of torment and suffering, paying dues. . . paying with what I had incubated in my consciousness; priceless; stumbling to land there.

I am not alone in this loss–wouldn’t you agree?

The untouchable balance of Yin and Yang, when challenged, casts an invitation by some psychic beacon to lure whatever presence is wandering the void of dimensional space-time.

As my weakness allowed, a deeper darkness masterfully found refuge in my own rotted cavities where the goodness, wonder and innocence had been ripped or snatched, or perhaps withered in some nightmare I wasn’t equipped to control–I had become the host for that writhing, dark heaviness that wasted no time to nourish lavishly: Devouring that rotted cavity.

 

Sheeple Says: Curating friends to match your political identity

Recently, a childhood friend of mine had a heated chat with me after years of not having spoken together. This person had found that I have liked the Trump facebook page and decided that it was against the friend’s sense of ethics (or whatever. . .possibly even a medical condition like hypertension) to be my friend, so I was deleted.

Forget about sharing summer camp memories together and times of happiness and let’s hyperfocus on each friend’s beliefs whether or not they are legitimately held.

I would love to know how you feel about the chat I copied/pasted below. I removed the name and any gender pronouns to protect the identity. My name is David, btw so I included my name where I have chatted.

It’s an outstanding example of a situation we are facing. Are certain people allowed to have a belief that doesn’t match with the SHEEPLE? No. No, we are not. Is this a part of privilege? Let me know!

 

Sheeple Says: Do you “like” Trump on Facebook because you actually like him or to follow his posts?
David: Friend, do u have any guns at ur house?
Also, are u aware of what Treason is? Is it ok if I just like the damn page and not have to talk about it?
Sheeple Says: That’s fine. But I severely don’t know you as a person if you like him legitimately and agree with him, so I was asking because I consider you an open-minded friend and wanted to know if I should change my personal opinion of you.
My loved one owns a gun. One. It sits under the nightstand and that person has only ever shot it at a gun range. I’m not sure how that is relevant to my question. I wasn’t expecting a rude response, but that’s what I got, so clearly…I don’t know you as a person anymore.
David: Why would I like him?
Sheeple Says: I DON”T KNOW THAT’s WHY I NEEDED CLARIFICATION!
and you were a fucking ass about it.
David: I think ure stressed out
Sheeple Says: I think you were an ass for no reason. nevermind me trying to reach out. I was cleaning out my friends list and went to see who “liked” Trump and was surprised you did. Then I thought, he probably does to see posts etc. So I asked and that’s how you responded.
Just nevermind.
Cleaning out the friends list and you basically proved you aren’t my friend anymore. We haven’t talked in years, but I’ve kept up with your life. You did something highly contradictory to everything I thought you believed in and I questioned you about it. Hoping to then open a dialogue about your life and where you are and if you are happy….but never-fucking-mind, David. Nevermind.
David: Do what u what, ok? I have no reason to be attacked right now tori for all the outreach this is definitely the weirdest. I gotta say that you check his page more than I do
David: Oh lord *eye roll*
Sheeple Says: Maybe I’m being dramatic…but you could have just said “Oh hell no. I just like to stay informed..why would I like him?”.
So. sorry. I won’t bother you with questions again.
David: Thank goodness geez
David: Talk about ruining my day.
David: I did my taxes tho so u don’t have to be mad at me about that
Sheeple Says: I don’t get mad at people for not doing their taxes.
David: Yeah u do! Usually each year you’ll post something like about how everyone is waiting until the last minute and then you get FLOODED with people. I already did mine ?
David:?
David: I think of u when I do my taxes early ?
David: And I’m so freaked out about everything going on
Sheeple Says: Nope. I get mad at people for assuming it is MY PROBLEM if their taxes don’t get filed on time because they wait until April 10 to bring it to me. If you don’t file I don’t get mad. Until you come to me with an IRS notice for 5 years of I filed taxes and you complain how the IRS is “targeting” you.
Sheeple Says: Also, I get mad at staples in tax docs. But not people NOT filing.
David: Hahaha yeah that’s it!
Sheeple Says: I am stressed. I have worked over 240 hours this year already.
Oh wait. That’s just January.
David: Ugh omg
David: Hawaii sounds good right?
Well good luck! I can see you deleted me just like u wanted! Whatever makes u less stress out and happy makes me happy. I will still imagine ur smile and laugh and not this bitter feeling I got today

Finding Your Own Uniquness

individualityI’m sitting here with you as we evaluate what life has been all about. So what’s it been like for you? Many people may still be searching for a unique gift within themselves–are you?

Regardless if you are or not, I’m still here with you. Let’s say that you are feeling kind of blue and you want to recall the zest of daily life. We may not be able to feel the same as we did in our memories where youthful days were full of bouncing on trampolines in the sunshine and spying on our best-friends sister or brother, but we can still find some kind of other feeling now that we have some time together to think.

So what makes you special? In the sea of people around you–don’t get lost there with those colleagues. Whether you remember it or not–whether you know it or don’t–you are the most special person there has ever been and ever will be.

 

Accomplishments for New Millenials

I have been away so long during these recent two weeks. I literally was told to get my ass out of my comfort zone to find something new. You know, it’s the summer and summer is the most opportune time to make dramatic changes so that the holidays toward the end of the year bring in more favorable accomplishments.

Yes. Beyond yes. Damn. MANLIKEMAN123 is my dream come true–wait–not even that because he is here in front of us all and stands as my self-representation. 你好。 我爱你。

Perfect timing. Summer 2015 will be a time of influential social changes, at least within Los Angeles County cities. >